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Name: Alyssa
Gender: Female
Interests: guitar, singing, photography, journaling, internet...
Expertise: being me =)
Occupation: unemployed lazy teenager
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/12/2006
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| Some things I would like to say to some people..
1. You really don't give yourself enough credit. You're absolutely beautiful inside and out, you have an amazing voice, you're one of the most creative people I know, and I love you to death. And you will get through everything...and figure out what to do.. I know you will
2. I miss you so much, we were so close, and I haven't seen or talked to you in what seems like years..you are always in my prayers.
3. You drive me absolutely insane! Sometimes you're my friend, other times - my enemy, but you'll always be my sister <3
4. I could write a book about the things that I could say to you. You are one of the cutest, funniest, most creative, talented, ambitious, strongest people I know. And I know everything doesn't always make sense, but let God keep the pen, and everything will fall into place. I am incredibly jealous of you sometimes, you're pretty amazing ;) I hope I tell you that enough <3
5. I wish I could hate you.. but I could never hate anyone. I have never met anyone as cruel, terrifying, selfish, obsessive, or obnoxious as you... just grow up!
6. You complete me. I love you oh so much. God is not done with you. Don't ever settle for less, ever!
7. Why couldn't I have been a better influence on you? Who are you?! I hate who you are now and I'm praying for you because I'm afraid for you....
8. You are seriously the greatest! and I mean it! You're always there for me and I love you more than I will ever be able to tell you! You are the big brother than I never had, but always wanted, and I would do anything for you!
9.You were my answer to prayer! All I needed was a friend, and there you
were. Your friendship means so much to me. I love you like a sister
10. Hang in there kiddo, God has great plans for you. Don't hide, don't be afraid. I'm always here for you
11. You are literally my roll model. I wish I had your talents, your confidence, your willingness, your strength. I am always praying for you. God is doing amazing things in you. Be patient, and let Him lead. <3
12. I think about you constantly, and I wish that one day I'll finally admit that my feelings have never changed...
13. Why did you do that to me? Do you know how much you hurt me? Do you even care?
14. I don't know what I would do if I ever saw you again...
15. You are always on my mind, I am praying for you, dreaming about you and waiting for you. I love you..
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| If I was the only person on earth, Jesus would have still died on the cross for me..
...but if you think about it.... if I was the only person on earth.. then that would mean I'm the one who would have put Him on the cross..and
He still would have died for me....
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| So.. December is officially here
in about nine months from today I'll be going off to college
in about.. one month it will be 2008
in less than a month... the "winter solstice" will begin
and in twenty-five days... it will be Christmas...
wow...
the year just seems to go by so fast.. I still can't entirely grasp the fact that in less than a year (nine monthss!) I'll be going away to college... leaving the (not so) wonderful place that I have lived in all my life.
it's scary how much time we don't have...
even think about that?
this morning I woke up around 10ish... and it is now twelve minutes to 2 pm... and I have wasted away those precious almost four hours of my life using the computer...
twenty-four hours... or less... is just not enough to do all the things you plan to do...
I really need to start using my time more wisely... I really need to start reading my Bible more.. and actually trying to get along with my family...
School started in September... that was three months ago.. and it seems like it was just a week ago that I started my senior year... how crazy is that? is anyone else feeling like this year is just flying by?
well.. anyway...those are just my thoughts of the day...
verse of the day - John 1:1-2, 14
(verses 1-2) In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. (verse 14) The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us. We have seen His glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.
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| isn't it amazing how you can pretty much find a song for any mood or state you are in?
so... I was just listening to my mp3 player last night cause I could fall asleep.. and the song See The Glory by ♥Steven Curtis Chapman♥ came on... and I was like woah! so I looked up the lyrics... and I have realized that
I really need to change my perspective on life.....
See the Glory
I never did like
the word mediocre
I never wanted it to be said of me, oh, no
Just point me to the job and I’d go over, over
Looking for the very best that could be
So what is this thing I see
Going on inside of me?
When it comes to the grace of God
Sometimes it’s like …
I’m playing
Gameboy standing in
the middle of the Grand Canyon
I’m eating candy sittin’ at a gourmet feast
I’m wading in a puddle when I
could be swimming in the ocean
Tell me what’s the deal with me
Wake up and see the glory
Ever star in the
sky tells His story, oh
And every breeze is singing His song
All of creation is imploring
Hey, come see this grand phenomenon
The wonder of His grace
Should take my breath away
I miss so many things
when I’m consumed with …
How could I trivialize
it
This awesome gift of God’s grace?
Once I have come to realize it
I should be speechless and amazed
Wake up and see
the glory
Open your eyes and take it in
Wake up and be amazed
Over and over again
God’s love
is coming to you and to me
Wake up, wake up
Open your eyes
(the song is playing - if it is - from the playlist on the bottom of the page)
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| I'm in a really sappy-I'm sick of waiting-I just want a boy kinda mood......
For My Love
Walk towards me
I want to hear
The heavens singing over you
When you breathe
And look at me
I want to be captured by you
Gaze into my eyes
And let me know you’d fight
Thousands, for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love
I want to hide
What’s deep in my eyes
I’m scared to be known by you
But when I turn my head
And see you there
I want to be pursued
A dream I won’t wake from
A story that will never end
The ground your feet walk on
Let me be there, let me be there
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